at the time i already was not practicing especially (when you free a special time and place for yoga practice), but the practice (kundalini and mental) goes without end, days and nights (even when you sleep).

it was evening, i was just reading a book, and was concentrating on ajna chakra as usual i did when reading, for more attention and speed of reading. plus i rotated energy (prana, qi, ki) by small circle 'ajna-sahasrara chakras' (up on back (kundalini's piece between them) and down on forehead). the circle is usual in qi-gong (between all chakras, and more bigger ones).


at first sahasrara chakra "exploided", but not as usually before, when i opened it by prana, but much-much stronger: it was like the prana switched on the chakra, and the energy of the light in sahasrara become more and more powerfull.
after it i was not able already even to read the book, the state of mind was so strange and unusual (and very pleased), so i was just followed what is happen. it was very unexpected but the state was deffinitelly "this".
everything was very quikly (just few seconds) and happened by itself without any my own efforts.
at once kundalini energy filled all kundalini channel: all chakras joined each other in one body (the whole kundalini channel became one energy rode). it was like you are an electric accumulator, and somebody just charges you more and more with energy.
the prana filled you more then you can get inside your body.
at very first moment when sahasrara chakra exploided, the eternal ectasy (and all other points:

) began and was enforcing itself each second.
one could only dream about such a state of conscience, but at the same time it's so strong and intense that you feel something like "hardness", but there is no desure to stop it at all. ther are no desires at all. even to drink and to eat many days and weeks.
slowly (after many days) you become able to "control" the state and be exernally like everybody. but at first you are almost paralised because of ecstasy and energy, in what your ego desolutes very quikly and desappears at all. you do not think about you as you. there is nobody. so nobody thinks about himself as himself. nobody. that is why there are no desires and needs.

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The personal experience. The characteristics of No-ego:

Personal profound changed state of conscience:

1) Ecstasy.
2) Equal attitude to anything.
3) Energy inside and outside that goes through all body

upside down and that fills all body.
4) This energy is also a knowledge.
5) All chakras are open, the whole kundalini is full of

energy. The chakras are not distangwished one by one

but compose the one body - Kundalini channel.
6) The state is somnambulic: you do not like to move or

like to move slowly. There is no need to move at all.

Better to seat down or even to lay down. You do not

feel any reason to do anything.
7) Absolutely self satisfaction of the state: nothing

never could be better then this (see points 1,2,3)
8) You feel full harmony of the world: no more any

opponents, no more bad people. May be just a little

stupid people who still did not realise the Truth.

Compassion to everybody.
9) The weight of your body became much less. You feel

that the No-ego state changes even the bio-chemical

prosesses inside your body. It became more clear, more

healthy and refine.
10) All the 9 point are not static but dynamic and

become more and more profound and powerfull each

11) When the state of No-ego began, you do not practice

anything, it works by itself. The "device" is switched

on. so you have nothing to do with it, just feel it and

enjoy it.
12) You can not be against it, you can not stop it. You

already do not exist. There is nobody who can resist

it, and there is nothing to resist for. The one who was

You now is going down deeper and deeper, or what is the

same go up on and on. And much more then this, You do

not think that there is any reason to resist. You do

not exist. You made it.

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